The Nice Grrl

Families really do complicate things. I can't tell mine anything any more. They want you to fit into the nice grrl mould and if you crack the mould even slightly there is something seriously wrong and bad about you. I talked about being Pagan and that shook them up but the weeble wobbled back into place, more or less. I told them I wrote erotica and that was too much. For a long time I was 'dirty' and it took awhile for them to decide I wasn't bad. They don't know I still write erotica and they have no idea that the men I meet are from BDSM sites and so on. It really does give you a lot to work on with your own self image. It's a joke really. People who meet me say I'm so nice, sweet, etc. Most have no idea who I really am. I guess we are all like that. Or that's what I assume.